Let's Try This

 

I'm depressed and anxious, still (and will be until at least November 6) but I'm hoping doing NaNoWriMo will help ease some of that.

Anxiety Overload

 I need to get this out, but I don't want to say it out loud or write it to anyone who will actually see it.

I'm suicidal. It's not the first time. I've never actually tried it but I've thought of which method I would use and made plans. But I've always gone for a meds adjustment before I did anything dumb.

This time is different.

If that convicted felon, adjudicated rapist, sexual abuser, serial liar, unhinged, demented, fascist asshole wins the election, I see no reason to go on. I barely made it through his first term. I'm not strong enough to do it again.