Should I care? If not, why do I?
A mutual friend of mine and GSG's told me he's on another drinking binge (Yeah, big surprise.) because he's "on the hunt for a woman" and, apparently, can't find one he likes well enough, who likes him, too. Well, hell, what more does he want? If I'm not good enough, screw him.
But ya know what? If he came knockin' on the door right now I'd probably swoon and drool and do anything he wanted me to do. It's not so much low self-esteem or some weird thing like that, as it would have been in the past when I let guys walk all over me. It's just that it's hard for me to let go of the fantasy of who I thought he was for all those years.
Have I mentioned that I think I just need to get laid?
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