Saturday, August 06, 2005

Post #18

Although I knew something was wrong, I was still reluctant to go to the GYN. Besides everything else, I was afraid I might have cancer. I think, logically, I knew I didn't. Although I felt awful, I kept telling myself that I'd be sicker if it was cancer. But I needed to wrap my brain around the possibility. I put it off for a little while longer, until on a Friday morning I was hit with a major flood and cramps to match. I promised myself I'd make a GYN appointment first thing Monday morning.

Well, I couldn't do that because that's the day we learned my gynecologist died suddenly and unexpectedly.

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